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Confessional

from Pillars by Isonomist

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    The release of our new EP "Pillars" is a special edition digipack that we are only stocking 100 physical copies of! Once, they are gone, no more will be made.

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Tell me what is real/ is it the ghost inside my head/ that tells me every little thing I need/ to contradict myself/ am I even here cause I know I've lost control/ I can feel dissonance between my mind, body, and soul/ I am so confident that I'm alive/ despite feeling so dead inside/ but who am i/ to say what I think/ when it's more than just me for whom I speak
Honest as can be/ I've been losing my grip/worried that you'll see/something different in me like I do in myself/ I need help someone please
I can't get myself to cooperate/ I see what I need but I can't think straight
Filled with excuses of why I can't help myself/ and bullshit reasons of why I can't rely on someone else/why can't I just admit I could use the help/ instead of keeping all this to myself
Fighting nurture everyday/ it's been ingrained not to say/ what makes me afraid/ and now I'm so scared of myself/ I hate this/ I hate me
Bury it deep/ swallow/ choke it down/swallow/ don't make a sound/ you'll only be ridiculed and put away/and in that box is where you'll stay
Swallow (your fears)/swallow (the truth)/ swallow (the years)/ swallow (the pills)/ swallow/ swallow
To cure what ails my aching soul/ I must abandon all hope
Tell me what is real/ when the voice never really dies/ and it tells me all I've done was just a waste of time/ I need to feel release/ so I self-destuct again/ not knowing what to say /when confronted by my friends/ tell me what is real/ when I know what I need/ but just can't find the strength/ to save me from me

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from Pillars, released August 30, 2019
Russell Hollar Music, Medium Dsgns

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Isonomist Temple, Texas

We are Isonomist. We are a progressive metal band from Central Texas. We are family. We are community. We are love. We are anger. We are the open hand. We are the fist. Listen for relief, listen for comfort, listen for understanding. We are one. We are Isonomist. ... more

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